Ridiculously cute puppy outside tonight on my walk from the train. I stopped at the car to put on my new city sticker and a guy came along walking this adorable dog, four months old, fluffy kind of Rottweiler mix, big paws, lolling tongue, sniffing closer and closer to me. I put out my hand and he jumped back, and started doing that playful thing, the crouch and pounce, before he sauntered over and licked my hand, let me pet his holy-god-it's-so-soft fur.

Made me smile and feel all cheery and kid-like and fun, at this start of a 3-day weekend, cute playful pup. Then I realized that the owner, who was truly fucking hot in the yummiest of ways, was just obviously way too young for me - which made me feel old and sad again. Hmmm, but he was Asian, and you know how Asians have those ageless young faces. Which btw, how totally depressing to be a non-Asian married to an Asian, and you look 50 when you're 50, but they still look like a damn teenager. Annoying.

Man, and that makes me realize Dawn still looks exactly the same as she did in high school, and will continue looking like that for another decade or two, while I will continue to prematurely age. Fookin genetics. Fookin Asians.

I think I want noodles for dinner.

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